Spencer is placed in a comfortable leather chair. Looking nervously around the room, his eyes are watching many professional certificates decorating the office walls and a large library drawn to the extent. As his anxiety rises, he curses the court order that he must show some of his sentences to psychologists. Stimulated, Spencer tilts forward so that the door to the interior room opens and the psychologist is walking, rising up from the chair.
Do not stand up. Please sit down and be comfortable. & # 39;
I am Dr. Taylor. I am glad that you made up your mind to ask for help. The first step to recovery is to recognize that you need help. & # 39;
Well, the first doctor did not tell me that, but that is the load of the cow. And this is my idea, I do not seem to want to be here. & # 39;
Did another doctor help you with your problem? & # 39;
& # 39; Naw. They were all preliminary. I prescribed a full medicine so that a major pharmaceutical company could travel freely to the Bahamas. But pills are useless. They turned my stomach and I was walking round and round with most of the time, but I do not mind my own feelings. & # 39;
I understand. Antidepressants and sedatives can be very debilitating. With peace of mind, you do not get the pills here. & # 39;
I do not think so. As long as I remember, I did not sleep all night. My anxiety is getting worst. My life is miserable. If I can not keep myself straight, I swear I will do it myself. & # 39;
Well, sitting here in my office is an aggressive step for recovery.
Anything you say, Doc. As I said, it is not my choice. & # 39;
Well, let's start with some background, Spencer. Your medical record shows that you are suffering from a crack in the jaw or ulcers, sometimes showing evidence of repeated physical trauma in the past. what happened? & # 39;
Free Quen & # 39; Ideas. Those other people also told me, but I do not remember breaking something. As far as I know, I have never been in a hospital. Maybe they have the wrong file or something. & # 39;
Interesting. Are you Spencer Fay from 1004 Willow Avenue, New York? & # 39;
Yes. That's me. & # 39;
And these are definitely your X-rays. & # 39;
Anything. Like I said. & # 39;
& # 39; This type of memory loss is not new. I will have to dig into your past memory looking for the cause of your memory gap. & # 39;
Do you think that I am not going to take away that hypnotism habit? I have not happened, Doc. & # 39;
& # 39; No. Utilizing the advances in medical technology today, my method eliminates guess work related to hypnosis and enlightens suppressed memories. & # 39;
Wait a moment! No one has a guinea pig, is it OK? & # 39;
My way is completely harmless. All I'm involved in is a small injection. I will explore your memories and take much needed sleep. & # 39;
Does it hurt? & # 39;
It is not a bit. In fact, you are awed by the good news and awake. Please believe my son. There is no medicine, there is no hypnotism, there is no free trip to the Bahamas. We are improving your feelings. & # 39;
I must trust someone, sometimes I guess. You too do. & # 39;
Good. There are experiences that your physical trauma had their sources of information in your bad experience as your child, experienced psychologically hurt, you understand the details of the event, Your mind blocked those memories, essentially locked them and chose to abandon the key. I will find the door and open it and I will look into that memories.
Spencer noticed that he was reclining as if the sitting chair was independent. He took out the syringe from the cabinet near the chair and did not notice that Dr. Taylor pushed the button on the side of the armrest. The doctor injects a sedative which carries a trace amount of nucleus into the inner elbow of Spencer. Within seconds, Spencer becomes semi-unconscious, the body relaxes and sinks deep into the padded chair. The kernel has already blended into the blood flow of Spencer, countless nanobots are released and start to move toward the brain instantaneously.
Taylor injects the nanocontroller into its own bloodstream. I sit behind his desk and hit the switch under the center drawer. On his left is an oil painting hanging in a large space between the two bookshelves from the floor to the ceiling. A large square frame slides in front of the picture from behind the right bookshelf. The frame is a vulnerable blue matte silver color. You can see the picture from the sky space.
Taylor closes his eyes and waits. He will win. Pain is sharp, but easy. Somewhat anxious instantly is a nausea that reflects perceptual changes in that sense, as a small machine embraces itself along the hippocampus and insists control. Take a deep breath so that his stomach calms down, he turns the chair and heads to the screen.
The frame is no longer empty. Paintings are always moved by underwater fog. When a doctor swings his arm, as if someone is switching the TV channel unnaturally, the script of Spencer's memories starts flying around the fog. Before Taylor gets misplaced too much, the controller will start ordering images. Taking back his head, Taylor relaxes and focuses on his thinking. He must concentrate on the type of memory he is looking for. Spencer 's random memory and experience of life compete by making the mist more sticky and slow. Memory will be dramatically slowed down and will be extremely detailed. Suddenly, the fog seems to be a window glass looking at the past of Spencer.
As the doctor experienced the moment when the young man himself first encountered, he sees his memory through Spencer's eyes. Just as he is standing in the bedroom, he seems to have hit him on the floor backhand across the face. When he stands up, he sees hands and arms, he understands that Spenser is a teens at the moment. Stepping on the foot, he rushes for the door, but a man grabs him with a shirt and hits the wall violently. A man has several years and advantages of pounds.
You do not go anywhere, it's a small gangster. I shouted at the man and kicked the door in the bedroom. He is looking face to face, he cuts the boy around.
& Gt; Let me go. You can not stop me, I actively answer Spencer.
I can not like hell. You do not question my authority. I will make a broken rule here. I will tell you like your father and I. Understand? & # 39;
Leave it! Shout out Spencer.
Are you doing what you say to you? you? My father is angry. When the boy is separated from the floor in front of the shirt, he touches the nose and the nose almost touches.
Please let me go, or I will call social services and tell you you are abusing me. Threatens Spencer.
You have plenty of balls for someone who does not have power. I think that I did not teach anything that I taught at the end. Now I'm trying to get an ass that you never had before. & # 39;
You are crazy! Please take your hands off. & # 39;
The father drops the boy on the floor, embraces him with one hand, and the other releases the belt buckle. As he slides the leather belt from his waist, Spencer moves freely. His father separates from the door, and the boy crawls around the corner of the dresser. When folding the belt in half, the father pulls the leather at the palm of his hand and approaches.
& # 39; What is wrong with you? leave me alone. & # 39;
Psychologists take their eyes off the fog, shake their heads, and immediately remind themselves. He hears Snarcer unconsciously murmuring around his chair. Taylor looks back at the mist of the whirlpool and saw his father standing on the boy and saw him hitting him about his head, neck and upper body. The doctor jumps out of the chair, runs towards the screen and fly in the fog. He hits a high father and attaches him to the back floor. He is troublesome at the head of his father but wears a powerful punch.
Tell a doctor, running, Spencer, & # 39;
When Spencer takes the opportunity, he gets to his feet and immediately goes out the door.
& # 39; What is ...? Who are you? Ask a father.
Think of me as an equalizer. He answers the doctor as he punches his father 's head. By the time he stops himself, his father's face is bloody mess. His mouth and eyebrows are divided in several places, bleeding abundantly, and begin to blow purple and purple turquoise. The father investigates the doctor with the eye and painful voice of the blown blood.
Let's make it to your lesson. If you put another hand on the boy, you can expect the worst. Understand? & # 39;
Her father consciously made half obedient on his swollen head.
The doctor seems to retreat and disappear to the wall. He appears from his frame to his office, Spencer is no longer imprisoned in the chair, and the frame only contains a shiny mist that turns. He took a deep breath and pushed the button on the top of the desk and told out the name of his receptionist outdoors.
Karen. Have you planned Mr. Fei's follow-up schedule? & # 39;
Sorry, a doctor, I will not remind Fay to your patient list. Have I overlooked something? & # 39;
Oh no, Karen. Do not worry. Some oversight of me. Please cancel my reservation the other day. & # 39;
Well, doctor. Are you okay? & # 39;
Everything is fine, Karen. Everything will be fine. & # 39;
Taylor pulls Lexus to the curve on the other side of 1004 Willow Avenue. Crossing the street, he mounts the three steps on the pouch and knocks the screen door. After a while, the door opens. The man shouted to Taylor, and the doorway is wide enough for him to escape.
Can not you read? There is no lawyer on our side. He signs a small sign next to the door, absolutely pleading.
I do not sell anything. Do you want to talk to Spencer Fei? & # 39;
Are you a little joker? I must hit you now in my head. & # 39;
why? I do not understand. Does Spencer do not live here? This is 1004 Willow Avenue, is not it? & # 39;
of course. Who are you? What kind of business do you do with Spencer? & # 39;
Do you have important information to share with him? & # 39;
I am sorry, but it is bud, but Spencer has not lived here for many years.
Could you tell me your new address? It is essential for me to contact him at once. & # 39;
Well, please listen. I do not know what you want with Spencer and I do not want to know frankly. I have not talked about him over the years and if it has not heard of him again, it will be too early. The animal caused enough pain for this family to last several lifetimes. & # 39;
I do not understand. What do you mean by animal? Please tell me how to keep in touch with him. & # 39;
I can not do it. He died in prison a few years ago and stabbed his cell. & # 39;
& # 39; What is it? My god, that is awful. are you sure & # 39;
Of course, I need to know that I am my own nephew. I am my nephew's uncle and for Pete, I must know what happened to my nephew. & # 39;
Why was I in prison? & # 39;
I am not your disgusting business, but he killed my mother and sister with cold blood. They slice open like a cow. He was a sick puppy from a young age. Asking me, he got what he had come. & # 39;
& # 39; How is your father? & # 39;
My older brother was never the same after that. He quit his job and almost lost his house. Because I bought it from him, he had several dollars in his name. & # 39;
Can I talk to him? & # 39;
He no longer lives here. He took money and put it in a bottle for about 12 years. After all, my wife told me I had to choose her or my brother. There is no choice. & # 39;
Do you think where he is? & # 39;
Finally, I heard he lives in Hudson with the rest of the local homeless. I have never seen his hide or hair for years. & # 39;
& Fay, thank you. I appreciate that information. Thank you for sending such disastrous news. I hope that you and your family could at least find a little peace. & # 39;
Yes, well, it's not your fault. Hey, if you find my brother, hello for me, is it okay? & # 39;
I will do it. Have a nice afternoon. & # 39;
In the evening at 6 o'clock, Taylor follows a Hudson brick road and goes to Hovers and 10 soup kitchen. Finding Spencer's father is doing his best. He may have moved to another area of the city, or may have moved to an entirely different city. The soup kitchen is in an old refurbished warehouse the city reserved to support local needs.
As you type, Taylor walks through the central passage between several rows of the table. Several homeless people, most men on the table, there are several in the small group, but most of them spread through the hall and eat alone. A stupid man stands behind the table and puts out vegetable soup from a big pot. When Taylor walks, the server points to the stack of bowls at the edge of the table.
Oh, thankful, I am not hungry. Taylor said, and then goes on with annoyance. Well, I am not here to eat.
We do not offer accommodation facilities. It is necessary to march in church by 9 PM. If you have a chance to receive a crib in the evening, answer the big man and point it to the ladle according to the instructions of the church.
Sorry, no, I do not need a room. I'm looking for a man here. & # 39;
& # 39; Listen, Mr.. I really do not mind if I turn your crank or not, how do you get your taste? This is a soup kitchen, you are holding a line. I recommend moving together. & # 39;
Look, I do not understand. That is not the case. My name is Edward Taylor, I am a doctor. I am looking for George Fay. This person may be in danger, it is the most important thing for me to find him. & # 39;
Why did not you spit it out? You looked a little expensive as you needed a free meal. Yes, of course, I know Grumpy Georgy. He is regular here. & # 39;
& # 39; It is amazing. Do you expect him here tonight? I really need to talk to him. & # 39;
Grumpy Georgy is not a big talker, but please take a look at yourself. He just walked. & # 39;
The chef nods on Taylor's shoulder and shouts to escape. "next"! & # 39;
& # 39; Um ... Thank you. & # 39;
Taylor changes. He can not believe how many years George has changed. Taylor does not recognize him, but he decided to believe that the chef pointed to the right person. His weathered face walking along the way down the aisle towards the table was like an old working boots.
Taylor walks in front of George. I'm sorry, I ask Fay. Can you tell a word with you? & # 39;
I do not know you. I get off the road. I came here for soup. & # 39;
It is important news about your son, Spencer. & # 39;
I am not interested. You will tell me that the boy is not the most important. George, I am squeezing past Taylor.
& # 39; Spencer is alive! & # 39;
George turns to Taylor. Hogwash & # 39;
No, it is true. I have evidence to prove it.
I said Hogwossh. Punk was stabbed by detainee, waste of another skin. I recall reading the summary of the incident on the day they killed the murderer. & # 39;
I know what I can not believe, but as I come back to my clinic, I can show you the proof that I will not die that day.
& # 39; Look, buddy. I do not know what you are and what your game is but I am not interested in seeing that little beak even if he is alive. In fact, if he were there, I might have to kill himself with a gun.
I am Dr. Taylor. I am a doctor, but I can truly use your help. Please come back to my clinic with me. I will make it worth your. & # 39;
&Oh is that so? I am interested now. What do you offer? & # 39;
& # 39; How about hot springs, soft beds, room service with Holiday Inn sound? & # 39;
& # 39; The sound is exciting. But please take a bath or meal before we go to your clinic. & # 39;
I can do it, George. Since I only take about an hour, I will go to see Spencer again. If you really choose to not see him, at least you will have a relief to spend the night. & # 39;
Anything you say. let's go. I got hungry. & # 39;
One hour later, Taylor pulls to the parking lot of the high-rise interstate bank building, and there is an office suite on the first floor. He parks in his reserved space and two men enter through the main door. Next to the door are 109 psychiatrists - Dr. Taylor, Psy.D. Taylor enters the office and walks to the office with the vacant waiting room and the reception desk.
Please sit down and make yourself comfortable, George It will not take about an hour. & # 39;
Anything, Doc. I am not doing anything, but I do not have time.
Yes. Since I explained to you in the restaurant, are you used to the procedure? & # 39;
Yes, it is. I live in the street, do you remember? It is the first time that I was stabbed. & # 39;
I can not even imagine such a life. How difficult is it to survive there?
Do not sweat. My choice. I have no boss, rent, no taxes. It's not all bad. & # 39;
& # 39; Well. Well, George, are there any questions before we start? & # 39;
One. You look very much like me. Have we met before? I swear that I saw your face somewhere before, but like a dream or something, it is foggy. & # 39;
Very unlikely. There is nothing I last remembered when I got on the ship. Shall we begin? & # 39;
Indeed, a person. Pork away. & # 39;
& # 39; I do not mind after the first needlestick scratch. You quietly fall asleep. Your subconscious answers a few questions. I can not remember the experience when I woke up. & # 39;
Please paint your boots. I was able to take a nap after eating that ribnee dinner. & # 39;
You certainly have a good appetite, George, I will give it to you.
Dr. Taylor pushes the button on the side of the armrest and removes the syringe from the cabinet near the chair. He wipes Geile's dirty inner elbow and injects a sedative that carries the microscope kernel. George sinks in a muddy chair in a flash.
Taylor sits on the desk and is plugging the nano controller into her arm. He opens the bookshelf and flips the switch that lowers the rectangular frame. When complaining of pain, he swallows violently, fights against the urge to exhale, and it takes time to construct himself. He examines the fog of mercury in the frame. George's lively memories flash in the mist exposing memories of the past moment. Taylor starts talking in a quiet and calm voice.
Your son's Spencer is in the bedroom. Are you angry with him? He made you angry and you had enough of your lies. & # 39;
George will sit in his chair.
& # 39; You will end this all at once. It is time to teach him lessons. I can not talk. & # 39;
& # 39; Yes. I give him an ass. Please tell him the right thing.
The image on the screen begins to merge into a short scene that is suddenly easy to understand. That is morning. George Fay pulls Buick into the driveway, descends from the car and walks in front of his house. He walks in the kitchen, brings the briefcase he forgotten, and returns to the door. I hear a noisy sound from his son's bedroom. He will walk quietly to the front door. His son, Spencer, gathers a plastic bag of white powdered material from behind his closet and packs it in his back. Then standing, the boy strikes the door of the closet and drops with a pistol falling into the backpack opened as soon as George enters the room.
"I forgot the briefcase and I came home, but I never skipped school, and badly, I treat medicine! George's face approaches him as a boy I am living with him.
I hide it for my friends. Is it yours? & # 39; Spencer is requesting to leave his father.
& # 39; Right And then, I think the guns are for squirrel hunting. I was born at night but it was not the last night. Your mother and I were with you. Like many years of nonsense, countless meetings with your school principals, you will not be expelled for battle again, as it is interrupted or bad. Aside from attorneys' fees to protect you from juvenile detention, we have gradually paid for counseling expenses to straighten your troubled brain. Well, enough and enough, we are having a past. Give the bag and go to school. right now! & # 39;
Along with you, the old man was out of here. Shout out Spencer and make a bedroom door.
You do not go anywhere, it's a small gangster. I screamed George and kicked the bedroom door. He looks face to face the boys around.
& Gt; Let me go. You do not have the right to stop me, actively claiming Spencer.
Like hell! You do not question my authority. I will make a broken rule here. I will tell you like your father and I. Understand? & # 39;
Please release me. You hurt me, cry out with Spencer.
Are you doing what you say to you? you? We require the father to be very close to losing control. Pull the boy away from the floor in front of the shirt, he touches his nose and almost touches his nose.
Please let me go, or I will call social services and tell you you are abusing me. Threatens Spencer.
You have plenty of balls for someone who does not have power. I think that I did not teach anything that I taught at the end. Now I'm trying to get an ass that you never had before. & # 39;
You are crazy! Bring your dirty hand to my old man! & # 39;
George drops a boy and embraces it on the floor with one hand, and the other solves a belt buckle. While George is sliding a leather belt off his waist, Spencer moves himself freely. His father separates from the door, and the boy crawls around the corner of the dresser. When folding his belt in half, the father stands a tower above the boy and taps the leather on the open palm.
The boy jumps to his feet and challenges his father. & # 39; What is wrong with you? leave me alone. & # 39; Spencer is making grabs for backpacking.ジョージは反応しますが、スペンサーがリュックサックからピストルを引っ張って父の頭を狙っている間に停止します。 ＆＃39;老人を見てください。今誰が力を持っているのを見ますか？今、あなたはそれほど厳しくはありません、そうですか？
ピストルを強調して、彼はうなり声をあげ、邪魔にならないように、老人に、あるいは私があなたを撃つことを誓う。＆＃39;スペンサーを脅かす。
ジョージは嫌悪感を抱き、スペンサーの手からピストルを叩く。銃が床に当たり、寝室のドアにスライドします。
＆＃39;あなたは敬意を表し、卑劣なことに、ちょっとしたミスフィットにはまったく効果がありません。＆＃39;ジョージが彼の拳を閉じるのを叫ぶ。激怒した彼は、口の中のスペンサーを殴って彼を床に落とした。
テイラーは自分の椅子にしっかりと座り、自分自身に嫌気がします。彼はスペンサーとその全体の状況を間違って誤解していたとは信じられません。明らかに、スペンサーは問題でした。他人、特に権威ある者を完全に無視した、非常に調整の悪い人でした。彼はかつてその悪を社会にもたらし、非常に悪い結果をもたらしました。彼は再びそれをしてはならない。彼の決定を下すと、彼は椅子の外に飛び出し、机を丸めてミストに飛び乗る。
次の瞬間、彼はジョージ・フェイ、スペンサーと彼自身の以前のバージョンでスペンサーの寝室の向こう側に現れる閉じたドアの中に立っています。彼は頭の側にジョージを打つ彼の若い自己を見ます。彼の決意は強くなり、彼は落ち着いているように感じる。彼は出入り口に横たわっている銃を拾うために下ります。
血まみれのスペンサーがドアの方に曲がり、彼のバックパックに達する。彼はスペンサーのリボルバーと一緒にそこに立っている未知の老人の目の前で凍っている。
＆＃39;良心的に他の人にあなたの手で苦しんでもらうことはできません。＆＃39;古い男は、銃を上げていると言います。スペンサーは銃が離れるのと同じように、その男にバックパックを投げつけ、彼を追い払う。弾丸がそのマークを逃したことは驚くべきことではない。
しばらくして、スペンサーは出入り口に一人で立っています。ガンマンは消え、ガンは床に落ちた。部屋の向こう側には、二人の男が床に横たわっています。彼は半意識の父親です。彼の喉には退屈な弾丸穴があります。
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ジョージは建物の前にある通りのベンチに座り、たばこを照らします。彼は未だに多くの質問を頭に浮かべている。彼は彼の息子を守るために良い法律事務所を雇うために家の第2の住宅ローンを取り出した。長年にわたる裁判所の戦いの後、スペンサーの防衛チームは陪審に彼の無実を説得することができなかった。結局のところ、単純な事実は、彼が他の過去の殺害に関連した銃である殺人兵器の唯一の他の指紋であるということでした。無視することを余儀なくされる。
今日はスペンサーの死の記念日です。 1年前、ニューヨーク州の刑務所で、スペンサーは、たぶん若者の犯罪や中毒との闘いに無意味な終わりをして、タバコを盗んでしまったと思われるいくつかのライバルのギャングのメンバーによって鍛造されました。
ジョージにとってはいい日ではありません。ほとんどの日、彼は彼を忙しく忙しくすることによって記憶を追い出すことができます。今日ではありません。後悔は彼を食べている。彼は、スペンスが若かったときに彼がオフィスで過ごした時間を覚えています。
彼は決して答えられない質問に悩まされています。最初のチョコレートバーをコーナーの店から盗んだとき、私はあまりにも寛大でしたか？ ＆＃39;と話すことで彼を部屋に送ります確かに効果がなかった。彼の行動を可能にしましたか？彼は父が必要でした。私は彼を捨てました。私は家族全員を失望させた。私は妹が大丈夫になったことに感謝しなければならないと思う。市立病院での看護学位といい仕事。彼女は大丈夫です。私はあまりにも彼女を台無しにしていないのに驚いた。 & # 39;
黄色のタクシーが曲線に沿って引き上げられます。ジョージは彼の思考の中からスナップして、彼のタバコをはじき出す。中年の女性と若い女性がタクシーから歩き出す。
＆＃39;、こんにちは。あなたは喫煙が肺がんや心臓病の主要原因であることを知っていますか？ & # 39;
＆＃39;やあ、エマ。 you are right.私は辞めるべきです。 ＆＃39;ジョージの要求をすばやく変更し、ペアを迎えるために立った。 ＆＃39;どのように仕事をしていますか？ & # 39;
忙しいですが、うれしいです私は困っている人を助けようとしています。 & # 39;
＆＃39;残念でした、ジョージ。今日のクイーンズボロでの交通量が多い、年配の女性と言えばジョージに歩いて、彼女は頬に彼にキスします。
＆＃39;それは大丈夫です、スーザン。来ていただきありがとうございます。私は数分しかここにいませんでした。あなたが好きなら、私たちは別の場所で会うことができましたが、これはスペンサーの好きな食堂でした。私はこれが彼が平和になった唯一の場所だと思う。 & # 39;
＆＃39;スペンサーはここでコーヒーを飲み、スクラップブックでスケッチをしています。彼の作品の一部は邪魔をしていましたが、本当にクールです。
スーザン合意。 ＆＃39;スペンサーは困った少年だったが、彼は才能があった。私は彼がいろいろな状況下で真っ直ぐになったのだろうかと思う。 & # 39;
＆＃39;もっとやったはずです。私は彼のためにそこにいるべきだった、私はこれを発明した可能性があり、ジョージに答え、目が輝き、涙を背負って戦う。
＆＃39;いいえ、お父さん。あなたは間違っています。これを発明した唯一の人物はスペンサーでした。自分を責めないでください。あなたとお母さんは、あなたが彼を助けることができるすべてをしました。スペンサーは困った魂だった。彼は悪い選択をして、彼らから学んだことはありません。あなたはこれのために自分自身を責めることを敢えてしないでください。 & # 39;
＆＃39;私は知らない、赤ちゃん。私はもっとしなければならないと思う。私-。ジョージは泣き始める。
エマは彼の抱擁に近づきます。 ＆＃39;あなたのせいではありません、お父さん。わかりますか？あなたのせいではありません。 & # 39;
ジョージは1分間泣く。そして、彼の頬から涙をこすると、彼は深呼吸をして自分自身を構成します。
厄介な沈黙を打ち破って、ジョージは言う、「私はあなたが天使であることを願っています。入ってみましょう。 ＆＃39;
ジョージ、彼の元妻と彼の娘はブロックの角に歩道を横断し、インターステートバンクタワー＃109の地上階角にあるタイムゾーンダイナーに入る。
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